Its gna be one year that my mom has been gone…its crazy how you can be fine one minute then a thought can cross ur mind n I’m having a melt down..the things I wish I would have done more..sigh..I would have brought the baby around more..I would have came over every time you asked me to come to lunch..I would have brushed ur hair more cause I know u liked that..came over n took naps on ur soft blankets n fluffy pillows..held ur hand…I just miss you!

Soon it finally happened it took 2 n a half yes but…my ex n his girlfriend n me n my boyfriend finally ran into each other..n you know it wasn’t that bad..funny how we think in our heads things are gna be like n then they aren’t..he walked over to bryan to my surprise n shook his hand n of course I always speak to her when I see them..life is funny..as long as its good ur heart that’s all that matters..I’m in a good place n I pray he is too…